A NITE OUT

I AM 24 YEARS OLD AND I AM FROM NEW IBERIA,LA..I HAVE AN AWESOME FAMILY WHO ACCEPTS ME FOR ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT THEM!! ON JUNE 11,2006 WE LOST OUR MOM TO CANCER AFTER SHE BATTLED IT FOR 7 1/2 YEARS.THAT WAS THE WORST DAY OF OUR LIVES..WE MISS HER SO MUCH,LIFE IS SO HARD WITHOUT HER..THE HOLIDAYS AND EVERYTHING WILL NEVER BE THE SAME..I WAS HOLDING HER HAND WHEN SHE TOOK HER LAST BREATH..I MISS HER SO MUCH AND SHE USE TO ALWAYS MAKE SURE WE KNEW SHE LOVED US EVERYTIME WE HUNG UP ON THE PHONE SHE ALWAYS SAID I LOVE YA'LL AND BE CAREFUL!! SHE ALWAYS SAID I DON'T KNOW WHAT YA'LL GONNA DO WHEN MOMMA IS GONE..TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA GIVE UP CUZ THE MOST IMPORTANT WOMAN IN MY LIFE IS GONE..GOD DO I MISS HER..BUT I KNOW I CAN'T GIVE UP BECAUSE I KNOW SHE IS WATCHING OVER ME AND MY FAMILY!!SHE IS THE BEST MOTHER ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE!! I KNOW SHE WOULD ACCEPT ME FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT..SHE WOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME TO BE HAPPY..I HAVE 5 SIBLINGS,I AM THE 4TH TO OLDEST.I HAVE 4 SISTERS AND ONE BROTHER.THEY ARE AWESOME AND ALL WE HAVE IS EACH OTHER..MY DAD IS A PIECE OF CRAP HE LIED TO MY MOMMA ON HER DIEING BED SAYING HE WOULD BE THERE FOR US AND NEVER WAS!I HATE HIM AS FAR AS I CARE HE WAS JUST A SPERM DONOR FOR ALL OF US!! I KNOW IF WE WERE TALKING HE WOULDN'T EXCEPT ME FOR ME NOW,BUT WHO CARES CUZ ITS MY LIFE AND I LIVE IT THE WAY I WANT TO..AND I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT ANYONE SAYS I WILL BE ME AND KNOW ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THAT!! OK..NOW LETS TALK ABOUT ME..I AM AN VERY OUTGOING PERSON AT TIMES..DEPENDS WHO I AM AROUND..I CAN BE SHY AT TIMES..BUT AFTER I HAVE HAD A LIL BIT TO DRINK..I'M VERY OUTGOING..LOL! I CAN BE A BUTTHOLE AT TIMES IF YOU GET ON MY BAD SIDE..AND I TELL PEOPLE HOW I FEEL..I DON'T CARE IF THEIR FEELINGS GET HURT WHEN I AM PISSED..CUZ U KNOW WHAT SOME PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS ANYWAY!! I AM ME AND WILL ALWAYS BE BE..I HAVE A GOOD HEART,AND I AM VERY LOVING AND CARING,AND INDEPENENT!! I DON'T BELIVE IN BUMS AND FUCKING PEOPLE OVER..I HAVE BEEN FUCKED OVER SO MANY TIMES..ITS UNREAL..I DON'T BELIEVE IN CHEATING I HAVE HAD IT DONE TO ME AND IT HURTS AND CHEATING SHOULDN'T BE OK I DON'T CARE WHAT IT IS..MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME..WITHOUT THEM I WOULDN'T BE COMPLETE!! I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE AND HER NAME IS JENEE'..I LOVE YOU MY BABY AND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT..WHEN I NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON AND NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO..YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME..I LOVE YOU HUNNIE!!!

4 WHEELER RIDING, CAMPING, PARTYING, HITTING THE CLUBS AND FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!

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